MeganMisfit

I haven’t posted anything in a few days. Been away for a while.

Anyways, I’m still living happily with Ansel and Richie. I kept in touch with my grandpa. I also found out mom deleted me off her facebook. I asked papa about it and he said he’ll talk to her about it. Well I got on today and she added me and sent me a message. The crazy thing is that she didn’t like the reply. She said the reason she deleted me was because she didn’t like my post. I accepted the add and wrote her back. I told her that its my profile if she don’t like it then she don’t have to look at it. She tried saying why post stuff that I wouldn’t want to show a precher or let God see it. I told her I can always ask God for forgivness. 

Last night Ansel and me had a conversation about being born again as a virgin and stuff. It was really good. He also said that in Gods eyes when me and him sleep in the same bed that we are husband and wife. So in a way I’m married and I didn’t even know it. I have never had such serious with any one in my life. Its really great to have someone to have such a serious conversation with every now and then. We have our serious talks and then our not so serious talks. I enjoy all of them and learn new things.

A few nights ago I went to a bon fire with Ansel and Richie and their friends. It was great. I met a cool girl her name is Avery. She is really nice, she is with my friend Jeffrey. Jeffrey is also a nice person and is Ansel and Richie’s friend.

It is 3:37 Am on January 25 2011. I can’t believe I’m still awake. No I haven’t had coffee or anything with caffine. I’m sitting up watching Dragon ball z and listening to bring me the horizon. I’m a bit tired. But not wanting to go to bed. I will later on. 

Anyways I’ll post more later. TATA for now

Ok my week started off good so far. Yesterday was pretty crazy. Was kicked out of my house. But now everything is great now because I’m with Ansel. and Richie. Yeah I know this is my first post with mentioning Richie so your probably wonder who is Richie. We know who Ansel is. Well Richie is Ansel’s good friend from his school. They now live together. Well anyways, back to me. lol. I am really happy about being here with him and the crazyness. I love him. Well duh I know right. I mean if I didn’t love him then why would my first post be all about Ansel. lol. But yeah if your wondering what all went down Sunday January 16th 2011.

January 16th was one of the worst days of my life. Me and mom got into yet another argument. Well she got mad at me for not jumping up the second she wanted me to. I went into the living room to see what she was wanting. She then looked at me and said she is tired of my shit. Then told me to pack my bags and leave. I had no clue what to do or where to go so I texted my close friend/Ansel’s friend Richie and Ansel told them what was going on. Ansel got up and went to his moms to talk to her. Well my sister came over asked me where I was going to go. I looked at her and told her I wanted to go to Ansel and Richie’s place. So she told me to get my stuff and she’ll take me. We got up I got my stuff and left.

For my Sunday to have started of like it did, my night ended up great. I stayed up with Ansel and Richie we watched Final Fantasy Advent Children and Vampires Suck. We goofed around then I eventually fell asleep. I woke up this morning feeling better. Well Ansel’s mom came over and took him and me to the store with her. Ansel’s mom ended up getting me stuff I needed. She is really nice and very caring. We also got some monster and cigs.

I just hope I can keep having good days. Yeah I do plan on getting a job. Being without one sucks. I want to be able to help pay Ansel and his mom and Richie and his family back for everything they are doing for me. I also hope that Ansel and me can move out soon. We have already planned on getting a place I want to get my license and my own car and hopefully my own pet. I’m hoping for a small dog like toy size. But all that is to come in the future.

Ok so there is this guy, his name is Ansel. He means the world to me.

There is not a second that goes by that that I dont think of him. There is not a night that I don’t dream about him. He cheers me up when I’m down. He is my world. I never want to loose him nor do I want to think of it. We have our fights but we always get over them. We are not perfect. No one is perfect. I’m crazy for this guy. I want to be his even after I’m dead. He is everything I’ve always wanted in a guy. Someone to make me laugh. Someone to always be by my side. Someone that will never give up on me. He is my sun in my day sky. The rain in a rain storm. He is the music to my ears. He is everything that I never had. He is perfect in my eyes. Yes me and him have had our bad past before we met each other. He helps me forget about them. I’ll sacrifice my life just to save him. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for him. I want him to know I’m always going to be there for him. I always have his back.

Ansel Day, thanks for everything you have done for me. I’ll always remember the first day I met you. You are the greatest guy ever. You know I have your back and you have mine for life. Thanks for being the one that cheers me up when I cry. Thanks for making me happy. Thanks for completing me. Oh and most thanks for being my everything I’ve always wished for.

I love you Ansel Day and always will love you. No matter what happens between us. You’ll always be in my mind. You’ll alway be in my heart. As I’ll always have your back. You have nothing to worry about for I’ll be there to help you.